February 2012
23 posts
This bed is emptiest in the morning with out you.
It’s empty at night, too, but at night I lay down with all of the problems of the day in bed, in my head with me. When I awake, it’s just me, alone with my thoughts of you.
The bed is empty in the morning, I feel so empty in the morning.
tennis ball
something positive about my life:
i don’t have cancer
something negative about my life:
i don’t have cancer
I miss...
…everything so so much
i don't even know where to go from here
i really thought we had something
compared to him i’m next to nothin
This bed is emptiest in the morning with out you.
sincesheleft:
It’s empty at night, too, but at night I lay down with all of the problems of the day in bed, in my head with me. When I awake, it’s just me, alone with my thoughts of you.
The bed is empty in the morning, I feel so empty in the morning.
i think if you’re really in a relationship, then it doesn’t matter...
– kassy vo
I'm looking for a co captain
who has a nice ass and blows grass
20 a g
The color purple
sickest timing attack.
hitting you right when you’re down
there’s no way to recover
strangers again
still alive but I'm barely breathing
my life is a joke
I'm fucking worthless
there are far too many things in life that are...
haters shake my hand but i keep the sanitizer on deck
sincesheleft:
You were in my dream last night. You smiled at me the way that you used to before everything crumbled down around our feet. It was almost like you still wanted me - wanted us. But then I woke up alone and you were just as gone as you were yesterday. I can’t wait for the day where I wake up and I don’t remember what it’s like to wake up next to you. Most days are fine; I wake up...
the long and the short of it
sincesheleft:
The moment I walked away, I knew I would regret it. When I closed my eyes, I could still see you just sitting, sitting and staring at me with those big brown eyes of yours, disbelieving what was happening, hoping that you were wrong. Willing with all your might that it could be otherwise.
Even now, it’s hard to think of you that way.
That whole week had been rough between us. I...
Learning
sincesheleft:
After we broke-up, I had no idea what to do with myself. I did not do anything cliché like go on a bender and wake-up surrounded by empty bottles or sit outside your door begging you to let me in to talk to you and take you back. I simply went home, eyes watery and red, and sat. I sat there on my bed for hours staring at the walls of my room; walls plastered with blank pieces of...
your dreams tell you about your deepest fears.
January 2012
19 posts
i feel so shitty
what should i do?
L> bud
child development 1.24
freuds defense mechanisms.
repression:
unconscious methods by which the ego distorts reality to protect it from anxiety.
some examples
abused children. repress memories
displacement:
shifting of unacceptable feelings from one object to another, more acceptable object.
anger goes from boss displaces to the desk.
Sublimation:
replacing a socially distasteful course of action...
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words of wisdom
guy1: I was so drunk I don’t even remember if I hooked up with her or not
guy2: then it didn’t happen. its kind of like the question about the tree Falling down in the forest, if nobody remembers its like it didn’t happen
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you just don't get it, do you?
December 2011
3 posts
November 2011
10 posts